but i did it...
and it invoked a new first... it was the first time i have ever walked her in the dark. and while i can honestly say that it was not the slowest or most contemplative cycle that i have done, it did remind me of the very first walk in this sadhana where i had walked down alone. (even though this time Paramjyoti was with me) fear was present. the dark. bears. cougars, coyotes... and i realize just how much beauty we miss when we are stepping forward in fear.
never the less, im sure the next time i do it in the dark there will be less fear. just as now walking down during the day by myself is no longer a fear-full experience. instead, it is bliss.
the stars tonight are exquisite. the night is clear, and the aurora borealis are supposed to be seen tonight, although i didn't see any.
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