so today was the most challenging day so far with regards to walking the labyrinth. due to a virus i woke up with yesterday morning.
yesterday, however the cold and sinus meditation seemed to work a charm... but today it has not seemed to work so well and after doing the bank and groceries in kimberley i was rendered to bed for the rest of the day.
it wasn't till 7pm, and after i had held down some food that i managed to waddle down there. i figured if sri swaimiji can do panchagni sadhana. then i can walk the labyrinth with a fever. :) im sure there was days when he wanted to give up on his sadhana too... at least thats what i tell myself.
so today i walked slowly... unsteady on my feet. slight dizzy, hot and cold flushes...
i walked in... and i sat. and i noticed that even in my sitting on the ground in the centre of the labyrinth, i was still holding myself up. so i sat a little deeper. and then a little deeper. until i felt completely held by mother earth. i was completely held, and that i didn't need to hold myself up at all... it was blissful in my fevered stupor.
i crawled back up the hill... and am hoping that tomorrow i will be clearer in mind and body.
with love.
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