Monday 15 September 2014

labyrinth day 15 - time warping, yet its still about LOVE

i have recently read the novel "outlander" where a woman in 1946 stands in a mini stonehenge and is warped back to the 1740's and has a grand adventure of love in the highlands of Scotland.

so as i was walking ma labyrinth today you can imagine my surprise when the dogs start running full force at something/someone walking down the path.  and out of no where a woman dressed in early 1900's clothing (hat, skirt and shirt) is walking down the path to the labyrinth.

i really had to take a second to figure out what was going on.  alas, it was one of my favourite women in the local area, Jeanette coming to take solace in the labyrinth on her way home from fort steel heritage town.

i finished walking MA and went and sat next to her.  Jeanette is someone who i consider to really embody the energy of Divine mother.  shes completely committed to her evolution through the goddess path and spending time with her is always a treat.

as we sat i told her about my sadhana that i was engaged in, by walking the labyrinth every day, and how i am listening to the potential opportunity of doing a vision quest on the last night by sleeping in the middle of the labyrinth.  by myself.  something that scares the bajeebas out of me,  which is why i probably need to do it.   i have not committed to it.  but i am considering, listening, contemplating.

the other thing we talked about was being able to love someone so much, you are willing to let them go completely.  knowing that its not about wether or not you are with them, its about YOUR capacity to experience unconditional love.  that sometimes people come into our lives that completely rock our world,  explode our hearts, and then, like a bucket of cold water over your head,  you experience complete confusion when its not matched with OMG this is so awesome!   when you are so obviously connected deeper on a soul level but sometimes, the karmas don't completely line up in this reality.  that its not a failure to let them go,  rather a success to know that your capable of such intense soul level love.  that you will let go of all attachment to their personality in this lifetime.  that simply your ability to love,  that intensely,  not one person, but just to LOVE, is enough.

1 comment:

  1. That's a lot to comment on! Great blog Shiv!

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