it took to about 4pm for it to finish enough for me to head down to the labyrinth. it has been a day between feeling like a rock and a hard place.
feeling that by standing up for what i feel is fair, right, will alienate people who i have much time for. and yet by not speaking up, could, lead to tragedy, or even death for someone or some people.
it sucks to feel that your damed if you do, and your damed if you dont. and after watching my own passionate emotions circle for hours, i came to the decision that if i didnt say something, and something did go wrong, i too would be at fault. maybe not legally, but morally. if you know someone is going to do something stupid, illegal, and maybe get someone else hurt... do you tell the people who have the tools to nip it in the bud?
and if the answer is yes, then why do i feel so glum about it? i dont like to ruffle feathers. steeped in my own desires to be liked. under my over exuberant surface, im quiet sensitive you see.
this is what i pondered as i walked today. i took some photos, for you to see, of scenes of loveliness, fairy dwellings that reside within her arms. my offering today was lichen that had fallen to the ground from the tree. today, i had to let go of the mind of dualism, and trust my heart. follow the beauty and dont worry about the feathers.
the water rock at the centre of the labyrinth. holds a special place, it has equal U shaped ridges upon its surface denoting that it was at the bottom of a tidal pool. like an ocean or a great lake. it was found but 200ft from the labyrinth herself. at niwas, on the side of the hill.
again today in the centre of the labyrinth i got dizzy, like a frequency was available there that was intoxicating. i didnt have time to sit and immerse myself in it. maybe tomorrow, we shall see what comes...
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